Today I realized that things aren't that bad as they seemed. They're getting to better direction but as pessimistic as I have been lately I think they won't stay that way for long. At some point I'm going to crack again under this fucked upness.

Currently I am missing IAMX. Or rather, seeing them play live. If I'd be little more richer then I would travel to Germany and see them. How on earth one band can create this empty feeling in me? Or maybe it's because Chris is genius songwriter and composer. FUCK! I hate this feeling. And I can't do nothing about it before I win in the lottery or something.

But to the brighter side, tomorrow I can escape for a while to the city life of Helsinki. Worst in that is that I have to bear my parents and my sister. I'm going to this event with my sis and... well. There's nothing much to say. But at least I can shop in a decent clothing stores (read: clothes that actually interests me). Maybe even some recordstores. But the clothes are my priority. And maybe books if I find any good ones. Damn, I'm going to poor once again. After this trip at least.

I shoul probably catch some sleep before.. err... today's happenings. When on earth Tuesday turned to Wednesday?




ps. I love this song from IAMX. And Imogen Heap.